Have you ever
tried going back to a traditional church after immersion in A Course in
Miracles? I tried that three years ago when I joined a Bible study group in my
retirement community. Sounded like delving into the Old and New Testament might
be fun. Well. . .the first year I tread lightly trying to find out what the
classes would be like. The second year I shared more and more of my liberal
perspectives and by the third year I realized some of the reasons I was there.
Mostly I learned
about allowing others to find peace and an open compassionate heart in whatever
way worked for them. That sounds nice, doesn’t it? But, believe me I spent many
a sleepless night struggling with the traditional viewpoints driving the classes
and my desire to say, “Hey wait. That isn’t what Jesus really meant.” Or, “History
and the ancient flow of geopolitics shows us a different picture of the middle
east.” Or…..well you get the idea.
What I discovered
was a truly lovely group of ladies who had no problem accepting a mishmash of
inconsistencies, some downright mistaken facts of history and a dismissal of
science. What a really cool opportunity to see the holiness in each lady with
the added bonus of letting go my need to be right – the challenging task the
Holy Spirit had presented me. And yes, at times it really sucked!
A satisfying
outcome was my craving to actually find out about the real Jeshua ben Joseph (aka
Jesus), and so I did. I researched and then blogged about it for a year. The
result was then published as “ Snapshots of Jesus through the Lens of History”
(see the left column).
So, as a preparation for Easter I thought you might
enjoy reading some of the insights I discovered.
(excerpts from “Snapshots
of Jesus through the Lens of History”)
“Aiming the lens back in time. . .
Taking a look at Jesus in the present
moment while trying to see him as he was two thousand years ago, creates an
immediate conflict. Let’s use this phrase as an example: “taking its own sweet
time”. A city slicker like me might ask
what does ‘sweet time’ have to do with the computer project I’m trying to
complete in a timely manner? Yet, it wasn’t until I moved into a country home
with an honest to goodness vegetable garden, that I heard myself saying, “those
green tomatoes will just be ready in their own sweet time”, and the phrase
actually meant what it said. I remember
having one of those “Duh!” moments. A farmer coined that phrase a long time ago
for his maturing fruits and vegetables. The phrase made sense in that context.
Though often repeated today it is really just gobble gook for a townie.
Just
think of modern slang, political scandals and complaints, ‘in’ jokes and the
growing distance between well written English and ‘tweets’ like LOL. The mind
boggles. Now, we begin to understand the gulf between understanding another
culture, no less another time period. Understanding the 40s and 50s is hard
enough—two thousand years is almost ridiculous. However, though surmounting
this chasm is the first step in making sense of any ’snapshot’ of the life and
times of Jesus and will demand a whole bunch of research, I am officially
retired. I have to admit the prospect sounds like fun.
And
so I gather around me books, bibles, articles, DVD’s and set up an undemanding,
yet consistent research schedule.
Woa!
Hold on! Two thousand years of cultural clutter, looking like a Hollywood
reproduction of end world devastation clogs my lens view. Like a
journalist/photographer in a war zone, I will have to wade carefully through
the rebuilt and reconstructed, the hidden propaganda landmines of times past.
Think of the overlays of New Age idealism, Victorian proprieties, bloody
reformations and inquisitions, the burning of literature and sciences in the
dark ages, the political imperatives and religious prejudices and superstitions
all the way back to the bickering, backbiting and down right violent
disagreements within the Jesus movement right from the get go in the first
century. Whew!
Breathless,
but still undaunted I make the commitment to continue. I shall don my suit of
personal “body armor”—an open mind, the willingness to learn, to be wrong, to
be disappointed and yes, to even be amazed!
And
I add one more piece of armor, perhaps the most important — my willingness to
listen to the guidance of the Holy Spirit each step of the way.
(Stay
tuned. . .next week I will add another section from “Snapshots of Jesus through
the Lens of History)
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